Friday, January 30, 2004
Heart leaping outta my chest... going to explode.... mouth streching cheeks being squeesed... becoming hyperly happy!!!! HAHAHAHAHA she coming back tomorrow night YEAHHHHH!!!!!!!! hahahaha ok ok... *slaps himself to bring him back to reality*

Well now as i was saying hehe the spark cometh this Saturday night... sigh days days spent in agony of seperation are all but gone... looking very much forward to my first dinner with her...

Today was almost a half day fer me... went ta work in casualy Friday clothes, did some spring cleaning in my office.. hehe the CEO of our companys due to arrive on Tuesday so our manager told us everything needs to look presentable... my desk was not too bad so i jus did a bit of rearranging. Then I went off ard lunch time for n installaion at Bishan's CPF building and finished work ard 5. Went home after that n had dinner while watching tv... damn its so boring.. wish i where with Her... hehe jetskiing, paragliding... n so on. hehe found out that shes into extreme sports like me too woohoo!!!!

Right now onli one thought is running in my mind and all else is taking 2nd priority.... Her =)
-Talon faced death at 9:12 PM

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Thursday, January 29, 2004
WOOOHOOO!!!! the end of another day and well at least the last bit of news i got was a good one =) hehe i can speak to the spark of my life!!!! yeah!!!! I thought i'd not be able to communicate till Saturday night hahahahaha... yeap yeap as you can probably tell... i'm ecstatic!!!! Just the kinda news that picks up my spirits... beginning was such a downer.

Morning was soooo cold and it was cold in the office... man id have thought that Singapores floating closer to one of the poles. Ended up playing spider solitare in the office. We lunched in today.. asked Ryan and Angeline, my colleagues at work to buy us nice steaming hot Bee Hoon Quay with lotsa chilli... now that really warmed my bones abit. After awhile went back to spider solitaire and then my manager briefed us on some company stuff and soon it was 6... time ta head back home... all the while thinking of that spark... *sigh*

Came home about 6:30 and found out that there was no food so scavanged ard the kitchen n came up with a bowl of instant noodles n a can of carrot juice... not what i'd usually call a meal but then as long as i'm not hungry... anythings good. Watched the DVD for Star Wars: Episode 2 today and reliving some memories which happened a few days ago, during a certain scene. and that about wraps up my day. I can't wait till Saturday and the days that will follow... hopefully i can spend more of my days (and the rest of my life) with a certain someone =))))))


-Talon faced death at 9:50 PM

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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Another day another day closer. went to work today abit more depressed. Maybe its cus of the rain. Alotta bad things seems to be happening right after the first few days of the chinese new year. Most of my friends are having the worst of times.

Well on a lighter note, at the end of the day, my colleagues and i were tossing the chinese new year vegetable tossing thingie.. im not sure how ta type it out but its that thing you do on the 7th day and its got lotsa vegetables in it n crackers n other stuff... pretty fun. Especially when everyone is in a good mood and we're not thinking about work.

Sigh... something else happened today n i'm gna miss that bright spark in my life... ALOT!!! But itll be back this Saturday so i'll be waiting. hmmmm i suddenly have this liking fer hugo boss perfume.

Well all in all its been a very cold day and miserable for many... i hope things look up fer all of us... you know something guys? when you've hit rock bottom, theres nowhere to go but up.
-Talon faced death at 10:41 PM

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Well as you guys know by now... this is my maiden voyage into the world of blogging... so here goes...

Today started of like any other working day... going to work now after a long holiday (3 days 4 nights cruise to Phuket n Langkawi) feels like such a drag. Low in energy.. only one thought kept me going =) (If you're reading this then you know who you are). I took half day leave and went shopping though... (I shop fer clothes for every festive day). got myself a cool short sleeve shirt n cargo pants from top shop n new shoes fer me workplace. I think i spent about $200. Damn didn't think it would go that high. *sigh* why do the stuff i like always come at a high price????

Anyways i saw Mark (whom i consider my blood brother) at Suntec today.. grinning all the way to Caesers to pay for his Anduril (Flame of the West, Sword of Aragorn in Lord of the Rings) which just came in today and is to be delivered tonight... (mine is coming in next month)... hehe too bad we didnt get it on the same day though. I also saw this seargent of mine in Suntec.. just said hi to him but it did bring back some memories... grrr i hate the army! And i saw Charlaine =))))))) *sigh* Though i just met you i feel like i've known you for all eternity... okok im getting a grip on myself.

So that was my day... right now i'm writing this blog with the DVD of the Hulk playing in my room. I'm sooooooo bored. Still thinking of that spark in my life though.
-Talon faced death at 9:17 PM

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Why am i doing this blog? Well suddenly i just wanted some place ta write bout things thats happened, things that have yet to happen and somethings that i wish dearly could happen.
Who am i? I am just another human whos life isnt as sparkly as i thought it would be... except for the sudden spark in my life right now which i dearly hope never fizzles out like all the others which have happened...
Where am i? In a part of the world that i often hoped that i never was born in but the irony is...... remember that spark in my life?... well its in this part of the world and whatever happens ill never leave it.
What am i? This is a question that i have often asked myself and never found the answer... am i a mistake?... a phenomenon?... an irony?... only the people i meet can tell me...
-Talon faced death at 9:06 PM

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-Talon faced death at 9:05 PM

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