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Sunday, October 29, 2006
This next entry is dedicated to pre-halloween celebration

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

I've never had a better halloween.... alll halloweens before last night just couldnt compare... i'm never gonna forget last night!

List of costumes i saw
1) Terrorists waving AK47s
2) Cavemen waving clubs
3) Gladiators
4) That shower costume that Daniel Larusso wore in Karate Kid
5) Devils n Angels
6) A giant Panda
7) A Lego man
8) People in bandages n blood
9) Hard Gay
10) A monkey in a suit
11) A guy who had his head in a television
12) The village people
13) A Geisha
14) A Nurse
15) Guys dressed up as members of PAP!!!! wahahahahaahah!!!!!!!


and the list just doesnt stop hahaha

Myself? i dressed up as Evilman haha my own concoction of a super hero/villian. Wearing a cape with a hood and a mask without a face, i scared alotta people that night muahahahaha... guys and girls thought that i was scary musch to my delight.

Ohhh and then there was the part when i was a devil priest and i married a Devil and an Angel off!!!hahahaha

If you werent celebrating Halloween... its such a pity you werent there cus it was the party of the year. From Vintage to Zouk to Gas Haus to Ministry of Sound... we partied allll night long till 6am!!!

-Talon faced death at 6:46 PM

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Friday, October 27, 2006
wow! this has been one heckuvan eventful month... my worlds going by pretty fast now. After that little incident that i wanna forget n never bring up again, things are going at mach 1. Lets see now...

I finally.. FINALLY passed my Basic theory test and am well on my way to finally getting a drivers license. HAHA dammit i shoulda done this ages ago.. Signing up at the school was the best move i ever made. E-trial tests are a big help cus they give the exact test questions... all you gotta do is memorize them.. n trust me theyre not too hard. I spent a total of 15mins on the real test n walked of with a PASS on my screen.

Last week i got a call from a friend who recommened me to this job at Sun Microsystems... basically its the same as what i'm doing right now but i'm askin fer $2500 fer my basic pay... and thers still standby allowance, OT pay, and a car allowance (which rumor sez is about $900).... hmmm do i hear a hello from my future car keys?

My mum is turning buddhist! whoaa of all the people in my family right now she is the last person i would think who would convert to another religion. But i can't blame her... the story about my family is that everyone follows whatever works... and since my grandmother was the head of the family, everyone more or less was hindu... under direct supervision of my grandma. But theres ALOT of things thats been changing since she passed away. My mum for one found her way into Buddhism... ohh n get this... one of the guys in the buddhist group is actually my poly mate!! the the place where my mum goes to do her chanting with the rest of the group is at his home! What a tangled web we weave... few years ago i was drinkin with him n his bro n were crashin at his place... hahah whod hve tot!

Soo many changes... and soo much more to come... what will the future hold?

-Talon faced death at 12:12 PM

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I'm so tired i wanna go sleep. Stuck in the office at the moment and waiting fer n email from a vendor... sigh waiting is the most boring part.

Anyways... shes outta my system and buried in the past. New things coming now. More stuff to do and plans to make

-Talon faced death at 12:51 PM

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Monday, October 09, 2006
Well the insaneness has finally past and i feel kinda normal again... kinda being the key word here. I talked to Amanda last night on msn and so far we've pretty much got alot to talk about... Key point being we talked till 545 this morning. I can sense that if i let myself go again.. the way i did just a few days ago, i'm probably gonna be thinking about her the whole day n night.. n like i said.. i didnt even have n appetite.

It felt better this morning when i woke up. My stomach was churning like it did and i'm not thinking about it so much... hmm i just messeged her wishin her a good day tho.

-Talon faced death at 1:36 PM

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Sunday, October 08, 2006
The past few days have been a myraid of events leading to my current state of mind.

It started from Thursday wheni met Liz's friends... Stephanie n Amanda. I think you guys are probably getting the idea. Yeap that L word (not from the tv series) is seeping itself into my life again... what am i going to do? I have no idea... except i keep thinking of Friday night when i brought Amanda to Vintage and then to MOS. All i can say is OMG. BUT (and theres always a but) i'm not sure how she feels... yes i know i know its too early to tell dammit. And besides that there a some... technical difficulties *sigh*.

I haven't been thinking about someone like how i am right now for ages... butterflies outta my stomach n loosing appetite (i'm supposed to break fast at 7 yesterday but i couldnt bring myself to eat anything.. only could drink water)...

Going insane

-Talon faced death at 2:51 PM

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Friday, October 06, 2006

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-Talon faced death at 12:49 AM

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Monday, October 02, 2006
BOO... haha yeap i'm back. So what have i been up to recently? Fasting. haha yeap... i'm fasting.... Cus i wana feel what its like...


It started out last Tuesday... i managed to actually pull through the entire day without food or water BUT... it was later on that i found out that theres more to it than just not eating n drinking till ard 7.

From what information i gathered i also found out that youre supposed to wake up at around 5am to say prayers, drink water but not too much and then go back to ur regular things. After that youre not supposed to eat, drink, dig your nose/ears... basically there must be nothing entering your body.

I havent really got round to waking up at 5 in the morning to drink water but the closest i've come is last Tuesday. I was supposed to do it till Friday but the next day, i had to work really late and didnt know what time i was gonna get of work so that i can break the fast. Also on Thursday, i was in this server room which was probably 15 degrees or something and was in there from 10 to 3:30pm... that was when the customer saw my teeth chattering and made some tea fer me to warm me up and also cus i was working thru lunch.. By the time i left that room it was 6... i really dont think id have been able to do much work if i didn't warm up.

Why didnt i continue over the weekends? Cus it was party time =P N i need the water badly the next day when i wake up after a night of drinking.... specially if its wine i was drinking

Anyways, today is a new day and a new week... lets see if i can complete the fast for today... i've already been tempted by the free breakfast in my company for Monday mornings (your choice of either/both prata or/and been hoon with the side dishes which i didnt really bother looking at. And then there was my colleagues who till now have gone of to have coffee and possibly a snack or two at the nearest coffee shop and they asked me to come along... but i said it was ok n im fasting n i still had some work to be done anyway.... so thats 2 down.... in another half hour its gonna be lunch... the next barrier.

Sofar i cant feel the regular hunger i get like when before i started fasting. In a typical day, i'd get hungry by 1030am and would just wait fer luch. I guess its all in the mind with these things.

Also, as i said in a previous post, i'm doing 100 situps a day and i think the fasting is helping to accelerate the process of me getting my 6 pack... i mean i cant see it yet but i think my pants are loosening up pretty fast actually.

In other news, I just got information last night that they are making a Transformer movie... what we're talkin about here is live-action... cool right? BUT!... and thats one big butt, The vehicles are totally not what any Transformer fan is used to... Optimus prime has flames on his chassis, Bumble bee isn't a VW beetle (apparently VW didnt allow them to do it so hes a camaro) oh and he communicates through the radio cus his voicebox got damaged... old battle scar o_O, Megatron looks like a robot with blades growing all over his body and his face looks like the alien from 'Alien' (oh n btw he transforms into some kinda alien aircraft), Starscream looks like n ape, Scorponok is a tiny robot (hes SUPPOSED to transform into a decepticon city fer crying out loud!!!)

Ahh welll... no matter how much we complain, its not gonna get heard by any of the people at Hollywood and they're still gonna go through with their own version of it... although a huge percentage of the fans arent gonna be happy about it. And we're all gonna watch it anyway... if not to enjoy it, then to condemn it.

So... if youre planning on watching the 'Transformers' movie in 2007... watch it with an open mind and act like you dont know what the Transformers are about... you might just be able to enjoy it that way

Everyones out fer lunch and im still here writing this post... this is gonna be one of the longest post i've written hahaha

OK back to current news

On Saturday night, i went to a Friend, Elaine's, birthday party... hehe at PIZZA HUT!!!! that was awesome... its been a damn long time since i ate there.. mmmm delicious!!!... and then we went to Mr Bean for some coffee... well i had tea(earl grey instead... don't really like coffee. And then it was off to Vintage where i had 2 E33s and i left with another friend, Lawrence to have shisha, supper and one of the most longest chats i've had in a really long time at Arab street about religion. When we left Vintage it awas ard 130am and when we left for home it was ard 630am... totally awesome. I wont say exactly what we talked about that morning cus religion is a very sensitive issue but it was all good.

Goota go fer now... got a job at Science Park.... long way to go.

-Talon faced death at 11:24 AM

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