Friday, February 20, 2004
Finally finished my project today at work... yippie(sarcastic tone)... man life sux... but what else is new? Thinking of going out later. Probably catch a movie by myself.... do some sketching at some cafe before that n go home late at night. hmmm curious to find out what would happen to all my stuff if i did die. Epecially my drawings... and my sword... maybe i should write in a will or some document saying that i wana get buried with my sword. Ah well... if im gone at least these things will be that last remnants that i existed. I'm beside a window right now... clouds are one of the most beautiful things on Earth. Sometimes you just wish you could float away from your problems like they do.

hmmm sometimes wish i didn't have feelings... they are more like a curse. How does one cure a broken heart? How can one sooth an emotional scar? I think thats why i'm waiting fer death now. At least in death you won't feel anything... or at least i hope so.

I may not be the wisest of people but i do know that the introduction of love into your life changes you and you can never go back to what you once where because you have tasted that sweet nectar. Once Love is taken away from you... no matter how gracefully you try to distance yourself from it, you will crave for it again and again.
-Talon faced death at 11:54 AM

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