One owes respect to the living
To the dead one owes only truth- Voltaire
They call me Eric
I have lived for the darkest of years
My Favourite Thing Is The Night
What i want most is only a memory now
I want to be remembered by who i am
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1) My own little hell hole
2) Kendo lessons
3) Travel the world and the 7 seas
4) The rest of my tattoo
5) An angel
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Melissa
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Siva
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Bored.com
I am bored
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Order of the Stick
Live 365
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To find meaning
To find my way
Art
Caesars
Organizations
The Camarilla
The Covenant
Authors
Neil Gaiman
Concerts i've been to
Deep Purple
Scorpions
Slipknot
Kreator
Mayhem
Slayer
Local Scene
Pure Rock
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Another day of work n another end to another day of work.... man its so damn routine.... feel like going fer a holiday but dunoe wen the rest r free ta go.. maybe i should go alone...hmmm... anyways as usual life is so damn sucky... well i think wen i get the money im gna move out to a 3 room hdb flat.... paint my bedroom black (everything in it is gonna be black) and have one more room as my computer, jamming, gaming and live alone till my time comes. I'm not gonna wait for someone who might or might not come into my life n fuel me with love... i've had enough of empty promises, unrequited love, sacrificing, unpromised futures, rejection and suffering. Enough is enough... if my way of life is to be alone then that is what i will go to... why should i fight something that cannot be changed no matter what i do? I know i will day by day still think or wish there was someone but i guess deep down inside i know there isnt any. Now i just wanna go be by myself. Hang around with friends... once in a while mt up with my parents if that thought crosses my mind. And one day.... one day i shall cease to exist and i'm gonna welcome it with open arms!
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