One owes respect to the living
To the dead one owes only truth- Voltaire
They call me Eric
I have lived for the darkest of years
My Favourite Thing Is The Night
What i want most is only a memory now
I want to be remembered by who i am
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I am bored
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To find my way
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Organizations
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Hmm again its been a looong time since i last updated. Well here we go...
Well im still alive as you can see. hmmm got abit ... no actually very down recently... starting frm wed... cus i found out something. Dun think ill mention it here n i dont think ill say what i did on Sat night. Well i hope i learnt a lesson in all this.... NEVER have or even think about having a relationship and be content with what little joy i have in this pathetic life of mine. I wish i wasnt so blind n naive i wish i were more cold hearted... i wish i wasnt born.... *sigh*
Well gotta go back ta work tomorrow n face another week... man thinking about it is so tiring.
Why is it that the worst of people have a gf when they dont deserve it? I just heard frm a friend of mine that while she was at far east, there was this guy beating up his gf. Why does such a guy deserve companionship and not me? Ah dammit... there i go again... thinking about something that is not in my destiny....
I think i need ta go sleep... at least there i can find some form of love frm a woman that could never exist for me in the real world.
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