One owes respect to the living
To the dead one owes only truth- Voltaire
They call me Eric
I have lived for the darkest of years
My Favourite Thing Is The Night
What i want most is only a memory now
I want to be remembered by who i am
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1) My own little hell hole
2) Kendo lessons
3) Travel the world and the 7 seas
4) The rest of my tattoo
5) An angel
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Auji aka King Diamond
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Kazey baby
Khai
Melissa
Olibia
Rizuan
Scuzzy
Siva
Sufyan
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Vera
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Bored.com
I am bored
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Talking cock
Order of the Stick
Live 365
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To find meaning
To find my way
Art
Caesars
Organizations
The Camarilla
The Covenant
Authors
Neil Gaiman
Concerts i've been to
Deep Purple
Scorpions
Slipknot
Kreator
Mayhem
Slayer
Local Scene
Pure Rock
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Wow.. i've been reading through all my old entries... man this blog has cme a long way. It sarted from that spark in my life which wanted me to start a blog in the first place... After she left tho i almost wanted to throw it all away but somehow decided to keep writing... about my disappointments, my delights, my dreads, my dreams, my dilemmas, my defeats and always about my destruction.
After all this time my current conclusion on love is that its not gonna happen no matter what people say. I still remember the moment in time when i began this blog. Things where happy... i even told myself that it may last forever... i wished that feeling to last forever. I wished that it was the path that i would tread to the end. I remember the perfume, the excitement, the joy.... but thats all it is right now.... a memory.
My current conclusion on death is its gonna happen sooner or later. I guess i need at least that closure since im not getting the other one.
My conclusion on my job is tat it still sux and is not what i wanna do fer the rest of my life... well whatevers left of it.
All in all i think im deep in the sludge of severe disillusionment about love and hope.
In the meantime, i'm on leave today, feeling damn bored but thats gonna go away in awhile cus im gonna be meeting Katrina n the rest at Gas Haus.
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